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As a 1960's societal mis-fit...I followed the reporting on the UnaBomber from the initial bombing in the late '70s, through the '80s into the conclusion in the '90s. His story, and the TRUE STORY of Tim McVey, tell us more than the murder and mayhem that they perpetrated...they tell us about the dark corners of our American system, our government, that will create such men for the weaponization of deep, acute KNOWLEDGE! Kazinsky and McVey were victims before they became killers. Allen Dulles gave his own son into this system! Like Lady MacBeth trying to clean her bloody hands..."Out, out damned spot!" We will never be free of our collective sins!

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I read this. Then I downloaded and read the book. I'm just sort of stunned. "Stunned" isn't the right word.

I feel bad for Ted. He grew up being mind-fucked. His Dad calling him a creep. His mother not better. They broke him. Broke him hard. Harvard finished the breaking.

Ok, hey, I'm not calling Ted a hero or any such thing. Listen a moment. My Dad lied about his age and went to the Pacific for WW2. Said he was on Iwo when the flag was raised. And raised again after folks had their first shower in a month, raised again for the press to take photos. Then he went to Korea. Then 'Nam. Along the way he got a couple of Purple Hearts and a Bronze Star. I don't know what happened in 'Nam but that wasn't my Daddy that came home.

So PTSD whatever wasn't a thing. Dad never hit Mom or my sisters or little brother. But beat my ass for almost anything, for stuff I had no control of. Like a sister flunked a math class? My fault. Somehow. We went to different schools but "my fault". Illogical.

One epic beating gave me a couple of hard whacks to the nuts with the belt buckle. That hurt. Swole up like having a grapefruit in my underwear. Limping at school for a few days was fun. Just go to school, come home, go to my room. Eat? Nope.

He sent Mom to check on me. Not him checking on his son. Yeah, no mom, I'm not showing you. I've got this hair stuff starting to grow. But you can tell him he's getting no grandchildren from me.

Anyway, I grew up being called a fucking dummy.

I managed. I'm not a dummy.

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